there's always next year...

Which begins in less than 5 days... Thank goodness. 2009 was a pretty crappy one. It started off with the discovery of lies in a longtime friendship, got somewhat better as I got to spend some time with my grandparents on my dad's side and then moved to Phoenix so I was closer to work. I got to go to Vegas in the beginning of July and saw some of my family who I hadn't seen in years, then the kicker. I had lost 40 pounds and things were going pretty good.
Then my grandma died at the end of August. Then my grandpa on my mom's side 32 days later. Ever since, I've been really depressed, I put some of the weight back on and some days I would rather stay in my house than go anywhere.
This will hopefully be an amazing year. I'm going to be 30 and I hope to do it with grace and dignity. I need to go back to the gym and get healthy again, not necessarily for the cosmetic benefits, but because I'm going stir crazy. I know it will help with the depression and my sciatic nerve. So, I plan to cut out all fast food for January and get back into the gym habit. I think that'll be a good start. We'll see. :D